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The scariest part is letting go

“The Words”

All of the lights land on you
The rest of the world fades from view
And all of the love I see
Please please say you feel it too
And all of the noise I hear inside
Restless and loud, unspoken and wild
And all that you need to say
To make it all go away
Is that you feel the same way too

And I know
The scariest part is letting go
‘Cause love is a ghost you can’t control
I promise you the truth can’t hurt us now
So let the words slip out of your mouth

And all of the steps that led me to you
And all of the hell I had to walk through
But I wouldn’t trade a day for the chance to say
My love, I’m in love with you

And I know
The scariest part is letting go
‘Cause love is a ghost you can’t control
I promise you the truth can’t hurt us now
So let the words slip out of your mouth

I know that we’re both afraid
We both made the same mistakes
An open heart is an open wound to you
And in the wind of a heavy choice
Love has a quiet voice
Still your mind, now I’m yours to choose

And I know
The scariest part is letting go
Let my love be the light that guides you home

And I know
The scariest part is letting go
‘Cause love is a ghost you can’t control
I promise you the truth can’t hurt us now
So let the words slip out of your mouth

Sometimes you hear a song, and it just strikes a chord in your heart. This one did to me. I wish I could have told you that I love you, and there was nothing blocking that. But I never could, and I never can.
 I couldn’t control loving you, but I have to let go. God help me, I don’t want to. I’m acting like some lovesick teenager. I never would have imagined feeling like this at my age. But you can’t control love, only how you act on it.
I’m sorry, I shouldn’t be writing this. I need to go away, and stop this nonsense. It doesn’t matter how I feel. I can’t be a part of anything. I am sorry if I caused you any conflicts, but I am not sorry that I met you. Or that I have loved you. Life is funny. The same thing that brings comfort, also brings pain. Two sides of the same coin. But, it is time to stop this. I love you, I always will. But it’s time to let go too.
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