I was supposed to do something with Misty today, but I woke up with a sore throat. I texted her that, and I all I got was an “ok”. That’s it. No, “I’m sorry you’re sick”. Nothing else. No concern, no attempt to reschedule, nothing.
I wasn’t allowing myself to expect anything, but I have to admit that I’m disappointed. I get the feeling that maybe she was relieved. She didn’t seem all that enthused about spending time with me anyway.
I could be over thinking again, or I could just be picking up vibes. I don’t have the energy for this. If she wants to reach out to me again, I’d be happy to go, but I’m not going to try.
I hate this. Because I wanted to spend time with her. I was sort of hoping there could be a repeat of last Monday. Oh, well. Live, experience and learn. I enjoyed what I got. Right now, I’m going to go crawl back into bed with my husband. And that’s where my mind should be anyway.