Why does life have to be so complicated?  Why are emotions, and hormones so intertwined? Why can’t we just let go of things we shouldn’t hold on to?

Why do I think I have a handle on things until I talk to someone? One conversation, and all my resolution goes out the window. 

I guess I’m a weak person. Feelings diminish, but they don’t go away. 


2 thoughts on “Life

  1. Weak? No, not really because feelings – and all the crap associated with them, go away when they’re ready to and not because you want them to; you just have to ride it all out and not get yourself all bent out of shape about the way you’re feeling no matter if it’s good, bad, or indifferent. I know why you don’t want to feel what you’re feeling but that doesn’t change the fact that you’re feeling these things. You think you’re wrong to feel these things but it’s “not against the law” to have feelings and until you can change your thinking about this, the questions you asked in this writing will continue to go unanswered. You should accept that there’s nothing you can do about the way you feel; you can only do something about how you act on those feelings… and you can’t act (well, not on all of them) so where’s the sense in beating your head against the wall about something you won’t do? Would you feel better if you told yourself, “This is how I feel but I don’t want or need to do anything about it…” – you could feel better if (a) you can stop believing that what you’re feeling is wrong and (b) stop thinking that just because you feel this way, you HAVE to do something about it and more so when you know good and damned well that even if you could, you won’t.

    Back to asking you to stop being your own worst enemy…

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