I’m in a weird position again. I’m attracted to someone I work with who is way, way, way too young. I wouldn’t do anything, anyway, but the attraction is there.
I thought she was bisexual, but today she said she was pansexual. (A pansexual is attracted to a person no matter what gender they identify as) I kind of like knowing that I was right, not that it matters.
I’m not even sure what I am attracted to, other than her personality. But I know I am attracted. I just can’t believe this happened twice in a year. I’m not trying to feel that way about anyone, much less about someone so damn young.
Life is weird. I don’t go looking for anything, but I always seem to find it. I know one person would say that I put that energy out there. I don’t do anything, except go to work.
So, I have no idea why this is happening. I would not do anything. But maybe, once again, I’m needed as a friend. Maybe my calling in life is to be that friend. I have no idea.