I’m tired

I’m tired, both physically and mentally. And emotionally. I’m tired of my crazy emotions. I’m tired of loving too many people. I’m just tired. 

I thought I had my emotions under control, but I don’t. I don’t know what to do anymore. 

I was convinced that I fell out of love with J. I didn’t talk to him for over a week. I was good with that. I thought I was over it. I was wrong. 

I am a damn mess. My husband deserves better from me. Unfortunately, there is no off switch for emotions. 

I just need to back off. I need to stop being stupid. I have a great husband, I need to focus only on him. I need to do so many things.  The question is, will I do it? 


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