Closing the box

Last night I went on Craigslist and spotted an intriguing ad under women for women. I thought about replying, but couldn’t/wouldn’t do it.

David found me crying, and I had to tell him why. He doesn’t want me searching, and I respect that. But he won’t tell me that I can’t.

I’m tempted, but the thought terrifies me well. I’m not ready. I may never be ready. Today I deleted the Craigslist app. I don’t want to be looking. I need to get my head together.

I’m constantly fighting the battle in my head between wanting to be an honest, and faithful wife, and wanting to explore my bi side. It really sucks, because I know I have my soul mate, but I want to play with breasts too. I am a mess.


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