I’m tired. I’m depressed. I hate winter. I hate having feelings I don’t want to have. I’m tired of crying. I’m tired of knowing that I hurt my husband because of the emotions I have, but can’t control.
Wow, sometimes you get a ray of sunshine when you least expect it. I have an interview tomorrow. I had given up hope that she would call me.
I hope this job works out. I really need the extra money. Here’s to hoping. And even if I don’t get it, having that hope when I was in a dark space helps.